Laughs After Your Worst Day: The Outtakes

We take adultery very seriously. And we don’t think your pain is anything to laugh at. But part of encouraging you to believe that there is LIFE after your worst day, is to give you hope that you will laugh again. Hope and joy are also seriously powerful in overcoming and healing. It’s safe to say there’s not only life after your worst day, but laughs, too.

There can even be laughs between two women that you may think wouldn’t have this much fun being around each other.

Two women, including one who was the other woman, who have known the pain of infidelity (in different ways), and the joy in being redeemed. Two women that didn’t seek revenge; they found redemption instead….

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How You Can Help Someone Leave an Affair

One of the questions I’m asked most frequently, is how someone can help a friend or loved one in an affair.  I myself experienced a whole range of reactions, when I confessed to being in an adulterous relationship (while it was going on).  As I look back I see how some reactions were more effective than others — if the person reacting had helping me in mind.

I confided in some of my closest friends because the secret was eating away at me.  And I had begun to realize I needed help.  Before and during my adultery I had begun to really isolate myself, so reaching out to others was an effort to reconnect.  To get help.  And to re-establish accountability, which was another pre-adultery red flag I talk about both in my book and this special audio-message.

Like I said, I experienced a variety of reactions.  But I want to focus here on one of the most effective ones.  In the video below, I share what it was and how it impacted my decision to ultimately leave the adulterous relationship:

I see now how my friends’ reactions were reminiscent of Jesus in John 8.  He didn’t isolate — or attack — the woman caught in adultery.  He didn’t turn her away; he defended and protected her. And then in the intimacy of it being just the two of them, he rules out the shame of condemnation — but convicts her with his exhortation to leave her life of sin.

I imagine in my mind how soft and warm his eyes were when he looked into hers.  Maybe even a bit tearful, knowing her pain and brokenness — and knowing the heartbreak of her Heavenly Father.  Heartbreak because of how much He loves her.  Heartbreak because He sees her heart, broken by self-loathing and shame and fear.

And then, when he convicted and encouraged her to repent and leave her life of sin, it was up to her to walk it out.  Here are three things you can do to help someone in an affair “walk it out” and walk away:

  1. Intercede through prayer.  I know I had family and friends praying for me — praying that I would finally have the strength to walk away.  Which I did.  There’s no doubt in my mind their prayers were powerfully integral.
  2. Speak the Truth.  The friend I refer to in the video above was truthful with me — and it was like cold water on my face that I needed.  She wasn’t angry with me, or hurtful — she was just honest about her own heart, her own hurt, her own concern.
  3. Draw boundaries.  If you’re dealing with someone who is unrepentant and doesn’t see anything wrong with their adulterous choices, you’ll need to consider putting up some boundaries.  You can’t help someone who doesn’t want to be helped.

meRebecca Halton is Author, Encourager, and Redeemed Adulteress. Her first book “Words from the Other Woman: The True Account of a Redeemed Adulteress” is her testimony of how she fell from grace — and then how grace saved her.

She now shares her story and hard-learned lessons, as a way of helping others avoid affairs or find redemption after leaving one. You can learn more at www.rebeccahalton.com.

Shelley: How I Found Out There Was Another Woman — And Moved Forward

The moment I found out that my greatest fear had come upon me, I was sitting at a desk talking on the phone to a friend who had also been a co-worker of my first husband.

I called her to ask her if she knew what was going on with him. How had this man who had proposed to me—twice!—had children with me, and given me his name, chosen to leave me with no real reason other than, “I don’t think we belong together anymore”?

Although I was very suspicious that there was someone else, my heart and mind did not want to go there. We had seen numerous professional counselors, ministers, and friends and he continued to deny that there was anyone else in the picture or in his life. I wanted to believe him, but something kept nagging at me that there was more than what my eyes were seeing.

I asked God to reveal to me anything that was hidden but needed to be revealed. And within about 9 days, He did just that. As I called this friend and asked a bold question, “Do you know if he is having an affair?” I honestly imagined her replying with some level of shock as she would say, “No way, Shelley. He is going through something but he would NEVER do that to you or the girls.”

But she didn’t say that.
Instead, the other end of the line got really quiet as she said:
“I’m so sorry. Yes, he is.”

I literally had to concentrate on breathing in and out. I cannot even begin to describe the storm of emotions and thoughts going through me. Every nerve felt exposed. I wonder if I did not have two precious little lives counting on me what I might have done in that moment.

But God…

Moving on when he moved out was a moment-by-moment process of relying on God’s strength to get me through. What got me through this and into a much better season? To keep this brief, I’ll bullet point some major “columns” that held me together while my world fell apart:

Intentionality with God and His Word—although books on divorce, adultery, marriage are good supplements, they should never replace the nourishment we receive from God’s own word.

Authentic relationships with God’s People—there were well-meaning people who offered unsolicited advice that wounded me in places where I was already hurting. But there were also people who stood with me in the pain and loved me through it. One woman called simply to say over the sound of my tears, “Shelley, I felt the nudge of the Spirit to tell you that there will be a better day. It won’t always feel like this.” And she was so right. There have been MANY, many better days since.

While it is true that our greatest wounds come through relationships, it is also true that our greatest healing also comes through relationships. Knowing that I wasn’t alone helped me to move on with my life, into the unknown of it all, while entrusting my life and the lives of my girls to a faithful Creator.


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Shelley Hendrix is wife to her best friend, mother, Bible teacher, speaker, author, and television talk show host — but more important than any role she fills, she is most grateful to be a child of God, learning to live out of who God says she is.

Click here to learn more about Shelley, who is also the founder of Church 4 Chicks and the author ofWhy Can’t We Just Get Along?

Melanie: Redeemed from Adultery & Drug Dependency

If you had met me a decade ago, you’d have seen a very different woman.  I was a divorced, single mother struggling to figure out how to live on my own.  I had been married for 6 years to the first man to show interest in me.  We had a beautiful son together, tolerated each other and outgrew each other quickly.

After my marriage ended I started on a dangerous journey of pursuing married men.  Feeling powerless in my marriage for years, I discovered I did have power over men in regards to sex.  I carried on relationships with several different men for a few years.  The last affair was different though.

Like me, this guy had been raised in the church.  We both knew better, but it continued for almost 2 years.  Over those 2 years, he separated me from my family and friends.  Each time that I had enough he would spend a weekend with me or take me somewhere and I would resign to wait for him again.

Living this way was very stressful.
I used antidepressants and alcohol to numb the pain. 

These drugs combined with stress gave me heart palpitations.  A friend at work was seeing a Christian counselor and suggested I go.  I had shared the affair with her and she herself was emotionally troubled as well.

After a few sessions of me trying to convince my counselor that I was in the right and he needed to just leave his wife because I loved him the way he said he wanted to be loved, she pulled out a Bible.  She went to John 4:1-26 — the story of the Samaritan woman at the well.

As she read it to me, my eyes were opened and I could see the deception and my own issues of needing to be loved by someone even if that someone was the wrong one.

That day I started recovery from relationship addiction and codependency.  It wasn’t easy, but God helped me through.  The Bible became my food and drink.  Breaking free from the affair required a spiritual battle as well.

At one point the agony was so strong I was scared for my life.  My counselor reminded me of the Passover.   That afternoon I took some cooking oil and prayed over it, smeared it on my doors and windows.  That night I slept soundly for the first time in two years.

I discovered that day in therapy that I had no secrets from God.  He knew exactly how I was living, even if I had only shared with a few of my closest friends.  He wanted more for me, and loved me enough to save me from myself and my past hurts.

Something else the Bible says is “many believed in Him because of the Samaritan woman’s testimony”.  This is my journey now.  To tell my story so that others may be encouraged.


messagepartWhat Happened Next?  More from Melanie on God’s Redemption, and Life after Her Worst Day: “I found a great church to attend while in recovery. After a few months, I noticed this guy who was there every time I was there. I knew I was broken, so he had to be like me, broken & bruised. We didn’t speak for a long time. I didn’t trust myself to even talk to him, but when he finally spoke to me it was different. He was different and I was different. He was a good guy. I had never given a good guy a chance before.

Our first conversation was over an hour long in the church parking lot. I knew that day that God had brought us together. I was truthful with him about what I was going through and that I was on a mission of purity. He was on a similar mission. We had a short, but sweet courtship and have been married almost 10 years now. We have four beautiful children in all and God has restored us both.”

Karen Rachels Cone Shares How She Forgave Her Husband

I, a broken person, live in a world full of broken people and we all bump up against other broken people with a predictable result: we get hurt. Life is like a trip to the dentist; you will experience pain. So, the questions come, what do I do with the pain? How do I forgive?

In my own story, forgiving my husband, when he made choices that hurt me and our children, seemed like a mountain I could never scale. Certainly without God’s grace and strength, forgiveness would not have been possible. Sounds easy: God’s grace and forgiveness. Done. That’s it. Have a nice day. But, what does forgiveness look like?

 

I didn’t want to be stuck. I didn’t want to be a bitter woman. And yet I felt trapped and helpless to release myself. My prayers to God went something like this: “Father, I hate this. I don’t want to be this angry and resentful person. I feel so stuck! Please help me to let go. Help me to forgive. Let me find freedom in giving freedom to my husband.”

God’s answer took some time and included several twists and turns along the way, but He was faithful to respond. Here are some practical things God taught me through His Word and through others.

1. Forgiveness is both a decision and a process. I need God’s help in both. Sometimes it seems the decision wasn’t real when the memories and hurts rise up unexpectedly; the emotions I feel seem to say, “You haven’t forgiven!” But I have let go of the debt. I just haven’t stopped feeling the cost of that debt. By God’s grace I choose to release that pain again and remind myself that I have chosen to forgive. Sometimes this may happen multiple times in a day.

 

2. Feeling sad, angry, or shocked is not being unforgiving. It is facing the evil and taking it for what it is. Until I face the reality of the pain, I can’t own it and release it. It’s not only okay to feel, it is necessary. No feeling, no healing.

3. Forgiveness is not saying, “No big deal. That didn’t hurt. Here’s a free pass to sin.” Forgiveness doesn’t mean getting away with sin.

 

4. Forgiveness involves payment of a debt. There was a wrong. It is a big deal. And it does matter. There is a cost involved. Sin always has a cost and always impacts the one who sins and those around him.

 

5. Unforgiveness happens when I am trying to extract that cost from the one who sinned against me. This seems just, but the reality is that the one who hurt you doesn’t have the means to pay. He is a penniless pauper. There is only One who could pay the cost.

 

6. Forgiveness means accepting that Jesus paid the debt not only for my sins, but also for the sins of those who hurt me. We sing, “The cross was enough,” but am I demanding more than Jesus death to cover my offenders sins?

 

7. “Forgiveness has begun when you recall those who hurt you and feel the power to wish them well.” This Lewis Smedes quote gives me a way I can know whether I am

8. Forgiveness often takes time and space for the broken. I often think of Joseph in the Old Testament and how God graciously took him far away from the brothers who hurt him. Joseph was given time to heal.

 

9. Forgiveness does not equal trust. While God gives me grace to help me forgive, He doesn’t require that I trust someone who is untrustworthy. God wants me to be wise with my heart. Again, I think of Joseph and how, even after all those years, he wanted to see whether his brothers had changed. He tested them to see whether they would care only for their own skins. He had forgiven already, but he did not trust them yet. Forgiveness is a gift, but trust must be earned.

 

10. Forgiveness releases the one in my debt, but the greater release may be my own freedom. I no longer have to keep that account. The ledger is clear. I can let myself out of the prison of the past. I am able to move on and live in today.

 

“When we forgive evil we do not excuse it…. We have to look evil full in the face and call it what it is, let its horror shock and stun and enrage us, and only then do we forgive it.” Lewis Smedes

 


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This piece by Karen Rachels Cone was re-printed here, with permission.

To see it as originally published at www.souljourney318.com, click here.

Karen, a friend of Shelley Hendrix, helps to minister hope and healing through HopeQuest Ministries in Atlanta, Georgia.

When Shelley’s Biggest Fear Came True

When I walked down the aisle in my home church on October 10, 1992, at about half past five o’clock, I never imagined that less than seven years and two children later, the man waiting for me at the end of that aisle would no longer be my husband. Never.

That fall day in 1992 was picture perfect. Our friendship and marriage seemed like it had everything going for it. Although we were both young, the pastor who married us and walked through our premarital counseling with us stated, “You two are more prepared for marriage than many 30-somethings I know.” As a young bride-to-be I paid attention to important indicators, like how he treated his mother, and managed money. I even made sure I didn’t have unrealistic expectations for our life, once we walked back up that aisle together as man and wife.

By the end of 1998, though, I began to suspect that something was not right between us. Our marriage in general was one of high highs and low lows. I consoled myself time and again with the thought that “he might do THIS, but he would NEVER do THAT.” I felt guilty for allowing myself to even wonder if he was being unfaithful. The worst my mind could imagine was that perhaps an inappropriate friendship had formed. And if it had, I wanted to nip it in the bud before my biggest fear came true.

On January 1, 1999, my husband said words I will never forget: “We are both good people, but I don’t believe we are good together.” The next few months were a nightmare, as I agonized over this relationship and tried with all my might to salvage it—whatever it took. Although his relationship with another woman did not come into the light until mid-March that year, I knew something was going on. My then-husband moved in and out of our home 3 times in those 3 months, before finalizing his decision to leave permanently on April 1.

We have two daughters, who were at that time 4 and 2 years old. My 4-year-old took it the hardest, and said so many times that I lost count: “Mommy, tell me again why my daddy doesn’t love you and doesn’t want to live with me?” How does a mother look into the innocent eyes of her 4-year-old child and answer this question?

My life—as I knew it—was over.
I felt hopeless. I felt violated.

I felt damaged. I felt like dying.

At that point, I had NO idea how much good God had in store for my children, for me personally, and for our future together. I learned something powerful in that season in my life: God’s ability to be good to us is never contingent upon someone else or what they do. I had NO idea how much my God would redeem me, my story, my daughters, and our lives in the way He can redeem anyone who wants a second chance!


shelley headshotShelley Hendrix is wife to her best friend, mother, Bible teacher, speaker, author, and television talk show host — but more important than any role she fills, she is most grateful to be a child of God, learning to live out of who God says she is.

Click here to learn more about Shelley, who is also the founder of Church 4 Chicks and the author of Why Can’t We Just Get Along?

About Team Redeemed

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Team Redeemed was born out of Author, Encourager, and Redeemed Adulteress Rebecca Halton’s desire to “team up” with other people who have experienced God’s redemption, like she has.  But it wasn’t until Author, Speaker and Church 4 Chicks Founder Shelley Hendrix stepped forward with her testimony of forgiveness and redemption, that Team Redeemed really started to come to life.

Rebecca was the “other woman,” in an adulterous relationship with a married man.
Shelley was the wounded wife whose first husband left her for his “other woman”.

Now, these two allies and “co-captains” are uniting their unique experiences around the messages of hope in Christ, freedom through forgiveness, and redemption through God’s love. We’re currently focused on encouraging others to find hope and help after an affair — or wisdom to avoid one in the first place — but we hope to expand in the future, as God leads.

They also want to rally other people’s testimonies around the liberating power spoken of in Revelation 12:10-12, which says:

10 Then I heard a loud voice in heaven say:

“Now have come the salvation and the power
and the kingdom of our God,
and the authority of his Messiah.
For the accuser of our brothers and sisters,
who accuses them before our God day and night,
has been hurled down.
11 They triumphed over him
    by the blood of the Lamb
    and by the word of their testimony;
they did not love their lives so much
as to shrink from death.
12 Therefore rejoice, you heavens
and you who dwell in them!
But woe to the earth and the sea,
because the devil has gone down to you!
He is filled with fury,
because he knows that his time is short.”
(New International Version, emphasis added)

To learn more about Rebecca and Shelley, visit www.rebeccahalton.com and www.shelleyhendrix.com, respectively. If you would like to contact Team Redeemed, please do so by e-mailing contact@teamredeemed.org. For staffing reasons, we apologize that we may not be able to reply as quickly as we’d like.